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Coastal Delaware Running Festival Marathon, 4/19/20: REGISTERED!

This will be my first marathon in 5 years - last one was the 2015 Trap Pond, Delaware Marathon.

Me getting medal after Trap Pond marathon.

I know Race Day is a little ways from now.  But just like all the others, they always get here before you know it.

I trained for the 2015 marathon through the winter.  Was a lot of snow that year and I'm expecting the same this time too.  Apparently people around here shy away from running outside in the winter.  When I had visited a running store in Haddonfield to ask about local running clubs, I was told that people mainly run during the summer.

Well I don't.  Just about the only things that stop me are lightning or when the path is completely iced or snowed over.  And that's very rare.  I logged many miles around the Schuylkill River Trail and Cooper River Park.  They usually clear the path pretty quickly.

Sub-zero temperatures don't scare me off either.  I still remember one of my 15-milers around the Schuylkill and as I was passing downtown Philly after, a thermostat all in lights read 18 degrees.

I'm ready to do this.  I was in great shape for a long time after the last one and could have done another quickly but for some reason I had lost my heart.


But I'm ready now.  As much as depression and the grief of losing my husband cut me, I still want to run.  It still balances me like nothing else.  True, there are many things running doesn't do that other exercise can.  But running is something I can do completely on my own terms.  No pressure.  No judgment.  And I just love flying down a path, jamming to my favorite running beats.


I'm going to enjoy this ride.







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